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: anything that was going on! all i knew was that there was a Z meet that I could attend and I was all for it...I got really excited and wanted to get this thing set up! sorry if it looked like i was trying to leave you out but honestly i was oblivious to any of the info you posted...sorry man!!! again i hope you arent pissed at me especially since i was one of the people who were anxious to get this thing set up!
Dustin, it's not entirely your fault and I don't blame you for being excited about getting the meet set up. All we really had to was decide on the location and that was it. I was had a really fucked up shithole of a crap week and this incident just took me over the top.
There's a lot of stuff that has been going on that I've become disgruntled about and I just decided to let most of it out with a few Z-ers, which is why you saw some of the sappy posts about me. I'll go way out of my way to help people but I always get shit in return from most of them. I do know all of them are appreciative but shit, I'm at a point where a simple "thanks" is not good enough any more. I never ask for anything in return unless it's something that warrants it and even so, what I ask for isn't anywhere near comparable to the things I do for people. Well, as much as this doesn't make sense, the entire being of my disgruntledness is all tied together somehow and I'm still trying to sort it all out. It's been extremely overwhelming and I just need a break from everything for a while. Some of you guys aren't going to like the changes I may make but it's only because I can no longer continue to function in the same ways I have been in past. I may not change anything but who knows, I just have sort out this huge tangle of mess I'm in. So for the time being, people should not ask me for my opinion on anything unless you genuinely want one from me. I don't want to be wasting my time and money anymore.... this little MD meet incident has cost me a fair amount of money for which I will not disclose. It's not uncommon for me to do it this for the various people I have worked on in the past. I don't say it, I don't bitch about it, I just take it in stride, and I just go on with it. Same thing for this meet.
Harry
1992 Z Twin Turbo - Stage 4+
1993 Honda Prelude VTEC
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