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I just spent like 3.5 hours talking to my ex-fiance(she is a ttnet member and z driver)... I hate doing this. We piss each other off so much, that it becomes easier...I just dont care...then we go and talk like this and I feel again...ughh She, is so madly in love with a former Z'r and one time friend....part of me is nausciated, part of me is very happy for them. What a tangled web we humans weave....I dunno what to say. It sucks how things fall apart, it sucks how you know so many common people, it sucks how things will just never be the same....ughh I say. Where to go from here...I want to be 5 again, go back to when things were cut and dry, and black and white. The world was a wonderous good place, and mom and dad knew all....Alas, here i sit hours b4 a final exam, and what have i done all morning/night...talked to her and reopened my heart. Its all my bloody Z's fault...met her with it, and am bound to her still by it....errr Oh, well through it all I still have the car.. :)May time heal all wounds, and may i subscribe to my own advice and say things will work out for the best. `A very confused and bewildered Z'r...ticking off the hours till a final exam.
 
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08:13:29 05/01/01
