I don't know how much or what you have in your Z but if the engine is still good maybe find a rolling chassis that needs an engine may be an option. You probably have insurance (I hope) see what the payoff is and use the money towards another Z. I'm sure you will have other options but remember, cars can be replaced, people can't. Go home tonite and talk everything over with your new bride, I'm sure she will help you get through this.....you'll be O.K. Good luck in whatever you choose to do.